Darkness calls, I heed her cry
I shelter into my mind and hide
I dream of the days of yore
When simple things were not a chore
Why can’t I just lie; breakdown or cry?
This has to be my burden
Closing it within a door in my mind
I push these thoughts away
From the scrutiny of everyday
Unabashedly, I break this part of me away
This has to be my somber song
MY melody of strings
For my mind only,
Never for you ever more.